mmmm leftover noodles. yum yum

I have once again consumed far too many calories and its only breakfast. I could actually start snacking already. Oh well! I have planned to eat whatever i like at whatever quantities i would like it to be until the new year. Might aswel go out in a bang, quite literally. I really will explode if i don't stop binging.

Yes, once again i have over indulged by about 365days worth of calories but what-the-hey its christmas! I fear for my life as New Years is just around the corner. I honestly do dislike dieting very much but it seems that i am going to have to if i carry on like this. Infact, i am munching on left over turkey, beef, tofu, and mince pies right as i type.

Christmas day was enjoyable. Minus the weight gain. I must sound like a proper body consious, image obsessed freak. Sorry!!!

Hope you had a merry christmas.

x

I have the urge to keep deleting all my posts. I think the minus temperature is getting to me. I need to get out of my home before i go insane. Yes yes off to the city now. I will take pictures i think. Or maybe not. See how lazy i'm feeling.

Two days or three?

There is something terribly eerie about looking at pictures of people no longer of this world. Even glancing at a photo of someone whom have passed away give me the creeps. I don't mean to sound catty or disrespectful, i simply just do not feel comfortable seeing it. Especially if that person is smiling, the facial expressions make them so life-like and alive. To know that they no longer exist today, only in our minds, is just very creepy.
I must say, if every picture taken of yourself steals a little bit of your soul then i am almost soulless, if there is such a word.

Yes yes. Some more of my random ramblings. I do love to think in the bath.

19 december. Remember this day.

I got suicidal tendencies.

This picture is scary.